My heart is so sad right now. I am sitting here thinking about my life and where I am with everything. I am so sad. I miss so many of my friends and my old life. I miss feeling important, being happy and laughing just because. I miss being around people who know the real me and not someone they think I am. I miss just hanging out and not really having anything pressing to do. I miss having someone listen to me and caring about what I am talking about. I miss being able to share my dreams and thoughts with friends. I miss growing up and making mistakes but still being ok. I miss waking up and thinking this is going to be a good day. I miss going to sleep with a smile on my face. I miss being me and that being ok. I miss love and happiness.......
More about me
- dustlynn
- Im 27 years old and live in Harrisonburg, Virginia. Im a full time mommy with two beautiful little girls.
4 comments:
Dustlynn, you are really important to the two of your girls and i'm sure they love you for who you are.
It is only human nature to sit and reflect and realize that sometimes the points in our lives that made us most happy are the ones that have come and gone. BUT, it is also good to sit and think about how we can make our present and our futures a happy one.
Sometimes this is what I do. I just sit and think where I want to be in say...six months from now and what I've gotta do to get there and then I walk out my door and take on the world because I know it will bring me closer to my goals.
Try this my ol' friend and see if it helps. Think about what you want for yourself and your little girls and I am sure this will light some fire under you. And hey, you still have a dear friend in me. Remember all those fun times we had in French class...yeah...I still think about those times too. They are too fun. I was always gettin' put outta class. Hahahaha!
MARCUS LANGFORD
I think that feeling of missing something is just part of who we are because if you think about it, at least we have something to miss, right?
Things change so much as we get older but with the past, we also have the present and the opportunity to look towards the future.
I miss a whole hell of a lot things that I'm not sure if I'll ever get back but I'm looking forward to newer thing...
Jay
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It's human nature to go through these nostalgic moments. Every time I really feel down, God shows me a story where someone went through something far worst than me, and still kept their spirits up.
Life is always moving, and this moment will be just a dot you won't remember in a few years. Embrace those babies, because they are what gets you through. Keep on blogging, you'll find a sense of self and even a bit of love.
;)
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