My heart is so sad right now. I am sitting here thinking about my life and where I am with everything. I am so sad. I miss so many of my friends and my old life. I miss feeling important, being happy and laughing just because. I miss being around people who know the real me and not someone they think I am. I miss just hanging out and not really having anything pressing to do. I miss having someone listen to me and caring about what I am talking about. I miss being able to share my dreams and thoughts with friends. I miss growing up and making mistakes but still being ok. I miss waking up and thinking this is going to be a good day. I miss going to sleep with a smile on my face. I miss being me and that being ok. I miss love and happiness.......
TrueDustlynn
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Believe only what you see?
Tonight was a very interesting night for me. I went to a friend's house to make Chex Mix and hang out with her and her mom. We were sitting around while the mix was in the oven and we started talking about her living alone and all the ups and downs that come with it. Well we started talking about her feeling safe and she started to tell me about her friend, Pete that lives with her. Now I was really confused because I knew she lived alone. And then she started telling me about different things that Pete would do. And soon after that I realized that Pete was not a person but a spirit. Now I have to tell you that this subject has always made me uneasy but I do believe in spirits completely.
She told me about lights that would be on when she had turned them off, her christmas tree being plugged in and lit up when she got home from work, "feeling" him when she walked by him in the house, and hearing different noises that she knew she wasnt making. It was very creepy to me and I am just glad that nothing like this happens in my house. It is interesting to me to hear stories about people and their experiences with spirits...Anybody got any good ones? Or do you even believe in this?
Monday, December 17, 2007
New York, New York!
Posted by dustlynn at 8:00 PM 3 comments
Labels: Buddha, New York, Tailor Made, VH1
Ice Ice Baby
Posted by dustlynn at 7:26 PM 3 comments
Labels: christian, crazy, dawn budge, ice cubes, niptuck, sex
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Proud Momma
Posted by dustlynn at 4:45 AM 4 comments
Labels: Bridget, Emily, God, proud momma
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Life Questions????
Posted by dustlynn at 10:08 AM 6 comments
Labels: alzheimers disease, christmas, nursing home, questions
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Small World
I was working the other day and was in the zone that you get in when you are a cashier and you are checking person after person out and still have a long line when I looked up and who did I see??? A guy that I went to high school with! At first I was like man that looks like L.H. but I wasnt gonna say anything cause I wasnt 100% sure. So I just kept on going with my line and then I looked up again and he was like DUSTY!!! Then I knew it was him and it was so cool to see someone that you went to school with. He looked exactly the same and he said I did too. Which could be a bad thing :( or a good thing :)
Anyway I really didnt have a chance to talk to him cause he was there as a vendor so he was working and so was I. But it just put a smile on my face and make my heart all warm inside. He was an awesome guy in school and he still seems to be the same. I wish that I would have had more time to talk to him but I guess it wasnt meant to be that way. But it brought me a piece of home and I was happy about it, brought me back to the days when things were simple and fun. Very cool!
Posted by dustlynn at 10:49 AM 2 comments
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Niptuck nipped me....
Posted by dustlynn at 3:05 PM 5 comments
More about me
- dustlynn
- Im 27 years old and live in Harrisonburg, Virginia. Im a full time mommy with two beautiful little girls.